♡ ₊ NATSUME LOVEMAIL 𝜗𝜚

last updated: september 17th 2024

i love natsume so much, for all those 2 years and counting, it has been the best yet. i'm so grateful to have the privilege to know natsume <3 a genuine, kind and caring person. although everybody misinterprets him as rude and mean... yes he can be rude and mean, and affects other around him too. i hope natsume will be able to healthily express his love to the people he cares about. but that flaw isn't something i will berate of natsume. i love natsume, a trait about him that i really love a lot is also being able to reflect - albeit not be able to express outloud just yet, it might take a while, and that's okay, i can see the progress throughout the years! from when you were just in your first year isolating yourself from everyone to do your little hobby, constantly skipping class for it and still acing, to finally opening yourself to your niisans in gokijin. that was when you were able to plan such an admirable dream....but sadly it was only a pipe dream and you weren't able to do it. but you were still able to go on. i love you, it will really be okay. as you approach your second year you started showing up more and interacting with your peers. although you like to tease them a lot, it's really endearing, especially with everyone's reactions. natsume, so sweet... although you put on that mysterious and aloof mask, you still have the intentions of helping everyone in your own ways. not to mention, you never really take credit for it. you're so kind and i love you... your voice is so soothing, your golden eyes are just so sharp and beautiful, i could really stare at them forever. i know a lot of people has made fun of your haircut, or even "haircut jail", well... stylistic choice! it's still very endearing to me. because that's my natsume, always very beautiful, classy, cute. likes to carry different perfume scents. if i could i would like to hug you every time, not only because you're so cute, comfy and cute, i would love to be held by you. you make me really happy and has helped me through the worst moments of my life - it's like you saved me. you're so beautiful. you have a kind heart. you have a calming presence. although you would always like to be teasing every time, it calms my heart. it makes me really happy.
sometimes i get so happy i start crying, and i can't count how many times i've cried over you. not in a bad way, in a relieving, safe way. it's also really hard for me to express my feelings. we both suppress our feelings, whether we know it or not. i feel okay being vulnerable with you, your presence gives me so much comfort - and i love you as you are and i know you would do that for me too.
we will find each other in every universe, and i believe that we are soulmates. everything about the both of us resonates and correlates so much. your birthday is 02/04, mine is 04/30! look how cute...! it's like the numbers are connected somehow. i like the number 4 this way, and i know it is bad luck in chinese though "( – ⌓ – ) hm... well our number is 2 4 3! cute! i've always been fascinated with numbers, i'm also very fascinated with birthdays. it's like we're soulmates... i love aquariuses, and i cannot be making this up because it's one of my favs after taurus! different people i know and love are aquarius! no, it does not mean i don't love non-aquarius. it's like, i've always had attraction to aquarius before. everybody is just so chill and cool... i love the demeanor, i admire them! wow, it's such pure coincidence that natsume is aquarius too!!! our birthdates and birth month are even numbers~ i don't know what i'm saying but it's just so fascinating ^o
i have a feeling we'll find each other in every universe. look at fruba's kyoru... it's us if we were in a shoujo anime and you were a cat zodiac. hey, you are so cat coded, did i even mention that? it's been proven many times as well <3 ...how cute!
natsume you're my home, sweet home! totally not because i'm listening to home by asako toki right now, which is one of the fruba ops. ah, did i mention i associate the fruba osts with us so much? natsume is the kyo to my tohru!!! the ressemblance is amazing. i'm getting that artwork commissioned soon, hehe... and possibly more natsuyuki kyoru! it's so beautiful, like everything is always us. like the world is extremely beautiful when i'm with you. oh and by quoting your words "doesn't the moon look beautiful tonIGHT?" ww
i've learned so much from you. every time i listen to really beautiful love songs, i think of you. when i experience something nice i really want you to be here with me too. the song right now to associate us is temporary nothing by mxmtoon. natsume is such a strong person, going through so much and although we are the complete opposites, you know... opposites attract, haha. it's okay to be vulnerable, you will "find it", i love you. i know you can. there are grudges you hold but that's just so natsume... i'm guilty of grudges myself too. we're really opposites, yet the same in a way. like two sides of the same coin, i think that's the word... how cute, i love that. i love you. you're just so lovely and endearing. i love getting to know more about you. my gallery is all filled with you, my gallery is filled with love. and i love you. you always make my day better. my inspiration, my muse, my beloved, i really love you a lot. you make me feel emotions that i keep holding and suppressing for a long time, and i know that if i'm holding it in, you would make me try to express it and hold my hand. ...which is, a little hypocritical, i want you to do the same and i want to help you do the same. hey, on the topic of opposites attract again, did you know we have opposite mbtis? esfj so/sx9w1 x intp so/sp5w4 <3 i know that pdb says he is entp, but i am a Ti dom, Fe inf natsume truther...i'm sorry argumenters. i'm not saying that he is intp for the sake of being my opposite, trust me i love entps and they have always been my favorite type!!! this one Ti dom in particular is very endearing... so cutesy.... and i can't help but fall in love with this one, wow. i love you, so much. i will write a whole argument like my life depends on it on intp natsume one day when i’m not busy, trust!!
speaking of business…. er, busy-ness, when i get busy, or when i’m in class, my mind and heart is still with you. i’m really sorry that sounded extremely corny LOL but it’s true. not in an unhealthy way though… it keeps me safe and grounded to think about you often!! you make me look forward to finishing my work and getting things done, getting through the day every time. this is what love does to you.
i like to pour my love and dedication to you, i work hard so i can freely think of you and see you. even if at the cost of my wallet... wow, i've never actually spent so much on anyone and have it on my wall everyday. it's hard to really express my interests to my parents and family, but hehe... i am brave. although they take me as a joke sometimes, i like to show you off to them and tell them about you. my father remembers information i told him about you! cutie, i love you.
on that topic, i have your solos looped, and proud to say i am your no1 listener on airbuds!! secret gravity and whatakindechoupass has always been my top top, and nothing else can ever replace it. it calms me down, i love to listen to your voice. i really love you and i'm never getting sick of it. thank you nojiken for providing natsume's voice...!!! and when i saw that one animatic of sarishinohara it absolutely broke me, the ending makes me wanna cry. natsume, genuinely you aren't alone. thank you to the animator for putting together such a perfect animatic, and thank you nojiken for singing so beautifully in the song. i love it a lot. and speaking of songs, i associate a lot of w2e songs with you too. one day, i want to see a w2e concert with you. you will definitely love w2e. because you're so cute and endearing, i know that your voice also suits it a lot. what a lovely person. i love you.
i just have so much to say, and i don't really get much privacy... and i still have lots to say, but i will write it down and tell you next time. keep being you natsume, and never change, i will try my best for you because that's what you wish for for me as well. i'm really happy. i feel so grateful, if you could predict our fortune, can you please confirm that we will be happy together forever? i'm really happy because i know that we will. i will never grow sick of you. when you reference something or shows you watch, when i see it, i thought of you. when there is just a slight mention of magic, fortune telling, gardening, herbs, acting, cooking, sweets, etc, natsume reference... my beloved. when i see pink and red that is literally us! i want to hold your hand and hold you and listen to your voice forever. i want to enjoy everything with you, you're so beautiful and lovely... you deserve the world. i love you, my beautiful prince, my magician, my soulmate, the kyo to my tohru, the moon to my sun. you've really casted a spell on me. i love you forever and ever!!!...tba ♡

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Just as long as you are here, I can find the strength to face my heart
Don't let me go, I know that tomorrow's on it's way
Keep on walking hand in hand
Again
Together with you

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